Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Just Thinking...

10 minutes before 12 PM, I'm still here in my desk waiting for my eyes to swell. I keep on thinking of the best decision to take in my queuing career.

By next year I’ll be sent by my Company to Austin Texas for a work assignment… Yes it’s flattering because you’re been given a chance to work abroad and be with different people of different cultures…. But …. And will always be but….. Will I be happy there?..


Working abroad has never reached my mind ever since I’m a child…. My dad, until now, is working abroad just to give us, his children, the best life he can offer.. I always admire my dad for the sacrifice of being far from his family… I wanted him to go back and be with us… but I know it’s not yet the right time…


My sister works in UK and I know how hard she feels right now, not seeing her children grow up… but that is Life’s injustice… we have to make sacrifices for what we believe is true and best for us and our loved ones…


And now…I’m about to experience the same fate…. Although for just 10 months, it is still duration away from your loved ones...

I always believe that “Leaving someone you love is less painful than seeing your love leave you behind……”…… And it’s true… and I don’t want to do it to them…..

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