No! and Yes!

Wrote this while pissed off.. LOL.. September 9, 2016

NO! And Yes!
By me

No! you can't hurt me..
Though you're pulling me down..
I'll take this as a challenge..
And Yes! I'll stand tall and proud..

No! I won't quit..
Though i have a choice to flee..
I may be hurt and weak..
But Yes! I'll be strong to face your greed.

No! My fight will not end.
In this journey, only God can put me in a test.
You're nothing, but a figment of my pain.
And Yes! I can throw you away in vain!

Almost there

Almost there, a few steps and I'm on the right path. Unfortunately, destiny made a u-turn, in this crossroad I am into.

So torn and it felt and feels soooo bad. 

Do I have to record this as part of my learnings? Is this a way of saying that it is not yet my time to shine? If so, when and how can I be there? I only need a chance, a chance to show that I can.

But then again, destiny has a bitter way of saying that I have to wait. Patience is a virtue, a bitter pill i have to swallow.

Yeah, I know... crystal clear... it is not meant... i have to wait... don't stop me, i'll cry a river.

I wish i can be this positive... almost there.. yet happy.. can i?